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141 little forever-moments I didn't want to forget.
A relationship should increase happiness not pressure 🫠
A relationship should increase happiness not pressure 🫠
There is no past tense in love
There is no past tense in love
barriers aren’t permanent
barriers aren’t permanent
You are my subconscious projection
You are my subconscious projection
Souls already met in past, just body is need to be know each other
Souls already met in past, just body is need to be know each other
This version of your dressing makes you look even more elegant, and…
This version of your dressing makes you look even more elegant, and more beautiful 😘
You bring so much grace to everything you wear.
More than the outfit, it’s you who catches the eye.”
I would like to clarify MS concept that Love You
I would like to clarify MS concept that Love You
Actually, It's a fact. I am in Love with you , I Want to Love You, I Need to Marry You !
Entha Andham Ga, Eye Catchy Ga Vevaru Undhamanaruuuu Jaruuu!
Entha Andham Ga, Eye Catchy Ga Vevaru Undhamanaruuuu Jaruuu!
I want to makes Zinc SparksWith You
I want to makes Zinc SparksWith You
Naku Antha Ga Time
Naku Antha Ga Time
Premiyadani ina ledha
Ledhu Anthe…. !!!
Ekuva Ga Premichanu Ga Recovery Kavadhaniki Ina
Nuvu Anthe Genuine Ga Chala Estham.
If you Accept My Proposal, Next Happiest Movement Will Be Our Marriage. That’s What i Mean I Love You
If in dilemma
If in dilemma
So so if you think you get cheap, if you accept my proposal fast
I want to agree with it because
You are so rich, my thought that it took these many days to just talk and get my outputs
If NO
If NO
I appreciate your clarity
It’s been never an easy task. Thank you for your time
Your
Always in my heart
Your My Motivation
Your My Motivation
If no , I like your conference confirmation and clarity however, I…
If no , I like your conference confirmation and clarity however, I am always in love with you Jaruuu
I Love and Your Decisions 🫠
What if I was born as a Christian or vice versa
What if I was born as a Christian or vice versa
However, I don’t have limitations, I only have love for you
May you be my purpose of life?
But your rejection, is More Valued
But your rejection, is More Valued
I didn’t dare near anyone. This is my first.
I didn’t dare near anyone. This is my first.
Your my Smile Maker and Stress Buster
Your my Smile Maker and Stress Buster
Your opinions, dreams, and choices matter to Me
Your opinions, dreams, and choices matter to Me
6 months, 1 year, 1.5 years loving you is true
6
months, 1 year, 1.5 years loving you is true
You are my option, Not a choice
You are my option, Not a choice
I know we come from different faiths, but what matters to me is your…
I know we come from different faiths, but what matters to me is your heart, not religion. I truly respect you and your beliefs. I just want to build a bond based on love and understanding.
True love can cross all boundaries —
True love can cross all boundaries —
but true love must also have the courage to
respect
those boundaries if needed.
“Wherever you pray,
“Wherever you pray,
wherever I pray,
our hearts always meet at love.” 💝
Based on our ideologies or thoughts we are not supposed to be in this…
Based on our ideologies or thoughts we are not supposed to be in this college, may be to connect us destiny . Kept us in this college.
Thank you, thank you MRCET and MRCET Confessions.
My post to tell us the concept, I don’t fear for society or people
I only fear for your decision
Andarikana Nivu inka Ni Response Ki Value estuna
Vilu andari Mundu Na Prema Ni Chepe Diryam undi Kani
Nitho Chepe Diryam Ledu
Aa Dhiram and Freedom Evalani Koru Kuntunanu Jaruuu
Your my smile maker your my energy drainer sleep killer
First i loved you .Then I started listing why I loved you
First i loved you .Then I started listing why I loved you
I don’t know the purpose. I love you. Maybe the purpose is loving…
I don’t know the purpose. I love you. Maybe the purpose is loving you.
Maybe the purpose of love is to find why - I love you
They fall in LOVE Overtime
They fall in LOVE Overtime
If No
If No
Just know about me because you fall for me
It’s because you gonna have clarity and knowing about me
Only You, pressurise my heartbeat and changed my heartbeat pattern…
Only You, pressurise my heartbeat and changed my heartbeat pattern 💝
We don’t have the sentiments, we bypass them
We don’t have the sentiments, we bypass them
I don’t feel good something stuff to people sending reels sending…
I don’t feel good something stuff to people sending reels sending things to people, so I clone my account and send myself but I don’t know somehow, I feel you more lovable and worth
Will be loyal to you and
I just wanna be yours
But what ever the decision is,
But what ever the decision is,
I Will appreciated, and respect it
But , before it ,take your time and thing of it
Your My Smile Maker
Your My Smile Maker
I want to ask you is why you are feeling alone yet, you are a star…
I want to ask you is why you are feeling alone yet, you are a star natured energetic, and twinkle you have the Cham
I noticed it twice
Whenever I see you and I talk to you
I feel you are very old and
Feel that I have been knowing you from past long ago and already met in past
Such kind of person, you give people that vibe
I always appreciate your open, mindset and welcoming smile
I always like your smile
I am proud that I fall for a good girl
I am proud that I fall for a good girl
Because you look at me with eyes of love
Because you look at me with eyes of love
The decision you take will impact me, but don’t destroy you can have…
The decision you take will impact me, but don’t destroy you can have your own decision
Love you, Jaruuu 💖
Love you, Jaruuu 💖
[email protected]
People like me like our love things very rarely because, our brains…
People like me like our love things very rarely because, our brains or Logical and Logic finding
But you came to Change it
Manasulu abhadam cheptharu kani manasulu kadu gaaa 🙃
Manasulu abhadam cheptharu kani manasulu kadu gaaa 🙃
You made me feel the taste of love
You made me feel the taste of love
Love is the art of Not Saying ( hidings)
Love is the art of Not Saying ( hidings)
Logical thought , mechanical brain and robotic heart
Logical thought , mechanical brain and robotic heart
Logical brains Robotic hearts and you fine tuned harmony in it
I regret because I am not who I am with you
I regret because I am not who I am with you
In my opinion, on history, the world, first born human, humanity, and…
In my opinion, on history, the world, first born human, humanity, and love
You are the reason for millions of smiles, laughs, and giggles
You are the reason for millions of smiles, laughs, and giggles
You talk to people ,you hear to people .May they don't like you, but…
You talk to people ,you hear to people .May they don't like you, but here I am saying, I like you … I Love you yet ……. Why this Harsh Treatment or punishment
Mamulu gaaa naku
Mamulu gaaa naku
Ameluu Heels vesthe nacharu, kamalu petukoka pothe nacharu, sticker or Botuuu petaka pothe nacharuu
Kani Nuvu em Petaka poina Em Chiyaka poinaaa, Emo i am not finding reson to Hate you
I don’t feel for the rejection, i feel for the perfection
I don’t feel for the rejection, i feel for the perfection
People are afraid
People are afraid
of what they don’t understand
You are happy, existence is my existence
You are happy, existence is my existence
Nigurinchi telusu kuntunapu naka, Options or Opportunities Thagipoyai…
Nigurinchi telusu kuntunapu naka, Options or Opportunities Thagipoyai kani Prema Kadhu. I find ways to overcome this Ways to Love
No region , No religion Only Scienceatiry
No region , No religion Only Scienceatiry
Naku heroies Kudha Nacharu
Naku heroies Kudha Nacharu
nachina oka view lone Nachutharu
But nuvu ela chusina Eee Time Lo Chusina
Aaa …….. deni i am not able to express 🙃
0 possibility infinite Hope 🥲
0 possibility infinite Hope 🥲
Today i went to gold shop
Today i went to gold shop
Which ever jewellery i see, i feel they look beautiful to you 🥰
It’s not about competition, it’s about compatibility
It’s not about competition, it’s about compatibility
Prema lo Easy Ga Padhanu, Nila Betukodhaniki Em ina Chiyalenaa ☺️ aaaa…
Prema lo Easy Ga Padhanu, Nila Betukodhaniki Em ina Chiyalenaa ☺️ aaaa Mathram kastapadhalenaaa
Emtions are essence, of life
Emtions are essence, of life
I respect your freedom, that what I believe in true love
I respect your freedom, that what I believe in true love
Love is a individual Choice
Love is a individual Choice
Don't get into the source of it, Naku Nachindi, I Love it
Don't get into the source of it, Naku Nachindi, I Love it
Don’t think with programmed EMOTIONS,
Don’t think with programmed EMOTIONS,
Your Emotions are UNIQUE
Because till now we know ourselves, in a virtual world with a third…
Because till now we know ourselves, in a virtual world with a third party perspective, which I believe is not a good approach
Sincerity, honesty, and belief made me stand in front of you
Sincerity, honesty, and belief made me stand in front of you
I'm not looking for a girl to go to a coffee shop with. I'm looking…
I'm not looking for a girl to go to a coffee shop with. I'm looking for a girl who can make me coffee every morning. "
"Not as looking for a maid?"
"Someone to love. Someone’s start love with.
You Teach Me English, I will teach you ROBOTICS
You Teach Me English, I will teach you ROBOTICS
You are the reason for millions of my smiles
You are the reason for millions of my smiles
You gave me, Beautiful moments and unforgettable Memories aren’t they…
You gave me, Beautiful moments and unforgettable Memories aren’t they enough ???
I just want to pay for you
I just want to pay for you
Fight for you
Fall for you
Cook for you
You can stop yourself, loving me, but you cannot stop me, loving you
You can stop yourself, loving me, but you cannot stop me, loving you
You are my Life frontend I am Backend
You are my Life frontend I am Backend
Yes, it’s definitely hard for stronger mind to fall in love or fall…
Yes, it’s definitely hard for stronger mind to fall in love or fall for love
Take three days of your time, think twice and thrice. Not because…
Take three days of your time, think twice and thrice. Not because I need positive response. Cause my love took many sleepless nights, hours of thinking and ton of an anxiety. So Think Long
It was a CRT training session for that particular session. We were…
It was a CRT training session for that particular session. We were supposed to sit together, and two classes are combined
My class is A section and her class is D section
So as usual, the session was very good and and it’s an interesting topic about my favourite topic, that is Kajal kind of Indian eyeliner in Telugu, it is called as katuka of Eyes
Generally, I like people keeping Kajal and eyeliner kind of a sweet spot for me, so that’s why the session is too interesting for me and I completely focused on it and I enjoyed it
So after the session is completed, we are walking back to our respective classrooms
Next, so I am very much interested in Kajal
I’m talking to my friends, and I am admiring the beauty of it with my fellow classmates
So I’m talking to my classmates and coming out of the room now I am just at the door entrance, stepping out
In front of that particular door, we have a window, so it’s a sunny day. The sun was bright. I’m looking into the window towards down.
Then happens the magic , a Kajal applied Eyes came into my View
And that where, my stonehearted heart start to vibration
this is where I saw her first time. Somehow, I like it. I like the feeling it surprising, awesome.
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This is the Glimpse
You define me the ability of loving a person that true
You define me the ability of loving a person that true
Then the next, I thought it was okay, and it’s generally kind of good…
Then the next, I thought it was okay, and it’s generally kind of good things that to kajal attracts me more. And u thought its was okay cool.
Next we continue your sessions, and I surprisingly started waiting for that one session, which happens every week
And that session was more related to human development, and some stuff like that
So based on number theory and Numericals session was conducted where we were supposed to tell our date of birth based on that we are going to have certain characteristics are made to perform certain operations on earth. That what the theorem the concept is about.
So there is a believe that the numbers match 6 are Good For Marriage
So I got the number six and I saw her that what she got ?
Surprisingly, it was six
And I don’t know why I felt very happy and that was a kind of surprise
While the professor is winding up the session, he told that try marrying people with 6 number characteristics to all of the class
Till now, I didn’t know the name, the role number anything about her
Only the number match is known
Okay, my friends like me, very much and then show me much love
I told about her, and the number match hahahha
Then, as my friends love me so much, they started
Talking to her( in general my female friends , don’t like to talk to any other girls) but in my case, as they love me so hard, they tried directly talking to her and made a good Hi bye relationship with her to them( my friend )
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Next to the third session
Next to the third session
Their concept is that you have to pick few words and they are strong enough to be knowing that what you want in your life?
So people started beginning, writing, writing writing, and I was writing few things only focusing on myself. This time, not letting me myself forcefully not to try to know about. Her words
Okay, all things happened. I wrote few things like creative innovation, intelligence perspective, stuff like that.
And the session was completely successful and we are about to departure
And without any involvement I stayed common, Silent
I just casually told my words to my friends, that’s only my involvement that to with my female friends
Generally, as routine i talk to my female friend at the bus stop in evening time
So I casually talking to them as I always do and make me some fun stuff like that
One of my friend, saw her and without informing me my friend move towards her
I didn’t noticed
Then she went to her and asked about the characteristics of the words and what she pick in the CRT class session
Where is surprisingly there are top three matches, except the first one , the second, the third and the fourth are the exact matches of my pick
The first one in her was Love
My female friend came to me and told all the things happened there and in between their conversations
My female friend was happy and told that the only mismatch is the first one. The rest. Perfect matches , what if the first one also match.
He told the first one is Love and which I will be going to give her so there is no problem with mismatch
I told that in a funny way
Just as a Joke
The next things keep going keep going going going
The next things keep going keep going going going
Came to know that the ideology and the confidence and kind of things I need there in her
Based on the confidence and the approach and the speeches given by her in the CRT sessions
I thought it was okay, cool
Yet, I didn’t show much care on that and being as me as before from the star to now
Thinking that it was casual thing, I do see many girls and I also like them and admire their beauty
Also, if I admire and tell my selection reference, dam sure they like it and even female friends agree my selection and accept . They tell you are the master in admiring and picking the beautiful girls
Similar, I also thought it was just one of that beautiful girls
And the things keep going on smooth smoother than cooler
General she used to complete her lunch and come out of the class and talk to her mother and walk sometime
Generally me me and my boys at that time after lunch start seeing beautiful girls and talk about thems
That what we do generally
As we do, we do it now also, but I don’t know subconsciously when she came and walking infornt of me I stayed Silent
Even though my friends were seeing all gang girls and tell me to see that gang
Somehow, I felt different and stick to completely other direction in which she was walking
That means my friends view angle is completely opposite to which I was seeing it’s 180° opposite
Okay, this thing happened, kind of started thinking
Also, that evening one of my other female friend saw her at the bus stop
And started, dragging my hand, and pulling me through her
( general, both of them, don’t care and don’t like other girls and don’t wish to talk to other new or they don’t encourage to talk to others new or new girls)
But I didn’t moved in that time, my hand also got scratched( you understand the intensity of it. Intense of people showing interest in my likes )
Generally, I never do this. I don’t like to do this. I follow my principles…
Generally, I never do this. I don’t like to do this. I follow my principles. I do not try to do this in my past. In fact, I never know how to do what to do. I did not even have an idea that I will do it.
I don’t even try to see girls profile pics
Even though the profile pic is meant to see
But in this case, I thought it was an exception
So I don’t know any kind of details of her
But my intention is to know about and started my process
We have zero data, we have zero detail details not even her name
I have a very good friends and try their best to get any kind of information to me because they show much love to me
But I never told them and try to ask him
I thought that what should be mine
If it’s a good thing, I will have a way
Okay, I thought keep going. We find a way.
In the night, I got an idea that we have college website in which we have details of all college people
But for that, we need to know the role number of the particular individual (in this case its is her )
So I know that it was the same course AIML
When I started digging deeper
Since my classes, AIML A section starts with roll number 6601,
Our class overall strength is 6666 That means we are 66 people.
Generally, classes are divided to 70 people, maximum per class
With logic, I started my research and made calculation that to complete section B and C of AIML
We already crossed more than 130 people
But our role number 6601 ,6602 has only two last digits to fill
But there is not 111 222 333
So I change my strategy and keeping a digit as letter and other digits number
Like 66A1
So, with the calculation, somehow, I managed to complete two sections of roll number
Roughly around 150 people
Tried typing in their roll number and checking that which section are they
After typing more than 200 people roll number, I finally entered into D section
Followed the same idea Keep going keep going, each alphabet has one letter. And the other one is digit
A9 B9
Like that, only one digit and one number that means only probable numbers are 1 to 9
Alphabets are A to Z
I keep on going, keep on going night
Start typing I came to M N O
I lost patient, but not interest
I keep on going finally, I came to see some of friends of her faces
Then I confirmed that I am very near
I keep on going, then the role number is Q7
With that manual typing of all role numbers, I came to know that the actual role number
I found the name
The role number
As I am tech loaded guy and engineer by work
Hacker by ideology
With that name ,the role number , came to know
Phone number
Email address
Photo
Every possible thing I can
But even though I have everything what I need, I didn’t touch it
I follow my principles. I follow my ethics.
Then I came to know my skills and and the positive intention may be
So that nature let me to know all details
Even though I just want to know her Name
Even though I did not touch any other details, except the name
All this happened in first year
All this happened in first year
Also kind of very, very unusual magic, magical things began happening
I used to sit in my class to the right side corner of the class, where just to write to me is a window and left top. We have the entrance for the door.
So I’ll be sitting on right bottom side of the class, and I should be looking in middle, where our classroom board is present
When I look into the entrance of the class, suddenly, without having any kind of thought in with an empty idea, whenever I saw to that particular entrance I used to see her for any reason like she might go for water feeling. She might go on a work. She used to appear a lot.
I tried it while intentionally thinking about her, but didn’t work
It works whenever I annoyingly with empty mind the kind of signal comes to me. He Bala look into door entrance that signal when I used to turn into entrance view, I will definitely find her
It’s kind of magic. It’s a kind of unusual thing.
You know what is the probability of the success rate it’s around 97% so in hundred times 97 times, I will definitely find her going
That means it’s like a red car theory
Subconsciously, I am finding her existence, finding her moments
And suddenly, I started believing in this concept
Suddenly, she started coming to stand in front of our class and talking to her mom as usual in lunch break I don’t know. I don’t have any idea. It’s happening.
Also, she used to come to our class and had her lunch with her friends
Even though
Things going on going on, and as usually, I thought it was a kind of general girl attraction
And we all entered into second years
There comes a day where we all participated in Hackthon in college
So it’s her birthday, but I don’t have enough freedom to talk to her and wish her, unfortunately, I have used to wish her, even though my friends forced me to try to wish her
And that’s where she kind of saw me first time
Our haathon was huge hit, so people started talking about our idea and project and the team
There she might have an idea that who is Bala
Next Lee, me and my friends, having some junk food evening and having chill
There, I find her Snapchat ID while eating, mistakenly I sent request to her by by clicking that button
But that was not happened. Intentionally my phone is about to fall down. I pick up my phone. My thumb got tapped on add to button, so that’s how I sent her my first request.
And I immediately deleted it and unsend the request
This thing happened in between
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The Glimpse
Next coming to the trailer part
Next coming to the trailer part
In second year, we have all changed our campus, so we were shifted to new ones
Where our classes opposite to her class, but in a way that her class is left side opposite and our class is right side opposite to her class
So that arrangement was that
So I know that usually she will definitely come out of class and talk to her mom after her lunch. It’s a daily routine thing.
I started kind of more showing interest to her, staring at her and things keep going on, but I like the hide and seek play of our look ups like me, seeing her when she was not seeing me
So like this, I continued for 2 to 3 months
And my most of my friends came to know that Bala having interest on one particular girl like that
And then happen, interesting things
She also started giving eye contact to me while she talk to her mom in phone call
And this is not an unusual thing. It started happening daily.
Yeah, it’s a normal thing because people will see here in their while talking, it’s a normal human behaviour
And I believed in that way
Surprisingly, day by day, she was getting little close to our class
Like calling her mom while standing a bit little close to our class in opposite direction so that I have direct view of seeing her
Next
She used to come to our class and talk and have some fun with her friends in my class
And me, and my friends started betting on
On the scenario, will she see me or not
I always say that she will not see me
But my friends tell she will see you and bet on that
Surprisingly, I I always keep losing and the eye Contacts to me
Kind of genuine
There comes dasara Festival
At that particular festival, the last working day of the college
Tomorrow is Dasara
So today is festival celebration in our college, so all students are requested to come with traditional dressing
And she also came in a very good traditional dress
All things happen as usual. I am standing in front of my class, where we have a arc like structure there I will be standing opposite to my class.
And my classes opposite to left side of her class
So whenever I want to see her class, I need to make my head return
And how things happen great
And me, and my friend are just two in our class
I’m standing at that arc
And my friend, and telling that she was going to ground floor
Gently, I had face turn and noticed that she was seeing me when I see her
That kind of mini heart attack to me
Then I turned back and looking towards my classroom
And if I just look down left side, I will have a direct way of ground floor and the people entering into college and living from college. That’s the main entrance point.
So as she was going down
Me and my friend had a bet
That will she see me while going out of the college or not?
I said no
But my friend said, I am damn sure she gonna see you
And she was going down from stairs
And keep going out
She came to clear view to us
And here comes the crazy part
She made a 130° body turn and completed, turn her face to top first floor
Where I am standing this
That look that look she gave while she was going out of college, but
Saw me from ground floor to 1st floor with very important to see like thing
Then I was very happy and couldn’t forget her, and the turn she make to see me even I am in first floor. She saw directly to 1st floor.
After that, we had 15 days of holidays, which I couldn’t be forgetting
Because the last looks, she gave me before holidays
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The trailer
Yet to this point, we never had a very close view of each other or
Yet to this point, we never had a very close view of each other or
Did not even talk to each other once
In Dasara ,I didn’t had a proper sleep
Dreams started coming and in my dreams we were talking. We were having fun. We went to tour and me, and she going in a bike to my bike red colour.
Every dream was a detailed and things very natural
Every day, at least one second one millisecond, she used to come to my dream
Next thing after college reopening
Suddenly, small positive things begin happening to me that I had 4 or 5 possibility
To talk to her
Yet the struggle, the rise in temperature, the rising heartbeat, the rising shivering
Stopped me
Even when I am in certain radius of her, I started having a blank brain
Usually never happened while talking to girls
Even my class friends are jealous when I talk to girls and they feel that he is kind of romantic guy, so obviously they feel very jealous
Meaning that I don’t have fear to talk to you. I am an extrovert, and I talk to girls very casually and fun, making with them kind of no fear while talking to girls women
But in her case things are completely different
The possibilities of talking her like very close opportunities are just missed because of me
Even though she definitely had an idea, who is Bala
From this point
What is what what is Bala?
And
She comes in college bus, so I started knowing
As usual my friends are also college bus. I used to go there to my friends and unintentionally started focusing on her side view.
I don’t know, it’s fortunate, you are, unfortunately she used to come to our place where me and my friends were talking She used to play little sports in front of us.
But let’s think maybe, it’s for a good view are good play area
On the day, I don’t, I don’t care, but surprisingly, I followed her as
Not completely, but to an extent where my house and the way her bus goes are same
And what happened that day, I started
following her bus, she used sit at right side window
And I followed her and she saw me, I mean she noticed it
But I felt very bad about that because I am not who I am to this one particular scenario
Also in the next week, or after some days, I found her Bus again, I…
Also in the next week, or after some days, I found her Bus again, I was going
At this time, it was not mine intention to see her
But the bus came in between my view with me in front of me, so that I saw her directly
So what happened?
I have overtaken the bus and saw her once
Then I came very far from the bus
Then I had a U turn board, but somehow even though my control system not to take a u turn
My heart forced me to take one
Then I took acting that I was fill my air to my bike tires
I saw her twice
And she saw me
Then I got little tense, and after filling, I take my bike and started moving to my home
Just about to turn, left to my home
I found another U turn board hahahahahah
So I made another one. I bought a coconut and drinking it.
Was casually sitting on my bike and waiting for a bus
She noticed that I was drinking coconut water
She put her face out of window and tiled out and made a 180 degree return and saw me again
That means she put some efforts in order to find who is this guy or see me
Phase 1
Phase 1
Here comes the turning point
One thing to tell is that people cannot physically fight with me or cannot fight with me with their words
I am stronger in both
It’s hard to down me
As a daily routine, me and my boys can completed our lunch and standing out and gathered talking and having fun
One guy who cannot down me
Started pulling her name out
Used her and started commenting too badly
In which I couldn’t digest, and I am not stable, and I became uncontrollable
Instantly rushed and slapped him with my left hand
Then I couldn’t stand over that place, and I rushed to my classroom
After I sat down, and I don’t know why I am unstable, my legs are not under my control. I am not able to stand. It literally wet my eyes.(generally shouldn’t be happening to my stoneheart me)
I drained all my energy and I couldn’t think
I’m not getting the reason why I behaved in that way, why I slapped him
What happened to me?
Lots of confusion and I cannot stay in class and in the next period. I came out of college.
And that what it happened on that day
That what they’re in my hands, what I did
Next thing is surprisingly different
After that incident, I slapped him and became unstable
To my friends, notice that and
Talk to one of my friend named Aditya (mutual friend of me and her, in which Sheohar in Haathon participation)
So my friend named Srisai went to Aditya and told that that why are you talking to her
Don’t you want to Live ?
She is Bala ‘s girl in a funny way
Why are you talking?
And Aditya replied what I don’t know anything about it. Why have you guys told me before?
If you told me before I would have make them talk before
This thing happened, and Aditya told that he will arrange a meeting
And the next friend named Vamsi
Also went to Aditya and asked the same dialogue, like don’t you want to leave?
She is Bala’s girl
Aditya told yeah, yeah, I know it now I will make a meeting to them something like that
Everything happened, without me, knowing all
Evening in message, Adithya replied that I came to know about your crush
And I replied its not crush i am in love( the kind of Unstable , I had ) with her i told to him in funny way
And on the next day, without my effort or plan here in a meeting and made us talk
Me and Her
He called her and within five minutes, he left from the place we were talking
It’s woman’s Day
We met we talk to each other and it was a half an hour meeting
The meeting is about casual things
And Adithya bala have very good network in tech participation and he is good to techies
And he participated and worked with many industry people
Went to many companies as a student
So as the topic was that we talked about these kind of things, and we share ideas and more things
There, I was damn sure that she talking very casual and felt free and even
In a casual way, why don’t you tell this participation and this industry events to me
I told I will share it to you
She herself reply to my number, and don’t forget to tell to me if anything happens like this
But I immediately didn’t take it
We keep on talking, talking talking
Repeated it,
Have my number, please inform me if you have any events like this
I told about hackathons, and we went some other places
She once again, told to share it to me
Then I gave my phone to her
She herself typed a number
And the meeting went very smooth and discussed, we laughed with it much more things
She was very active speaking as I do generally
I love the way. She speaks in very energetic take away.
Even though it was the first conversation we were having, she felt and made me felt it was not first
We discussed lots of things, lots of things we talked about half an hour in the first meeting itself
Hear what I would like to tell me that
I had only one genuine intention, loving her(which was unknown to me till I am unstable and wet my eyes )
So only the genuine intention and sincerity, I was able to talk me and her talk each other
Which was very surprising, and which was magical, which was miracle, what not everything.
Generally, what I thought is, I will never talk to her. I will tell whatever I felt for her in the final fourth year and just move on.
That time, I believe Then your intentions and sincerity, can make wonders
Like we both don’t have any possible way to meet
Even though, if I have, it should be planned
But everything happened naturally
This was very different
Here we planned anything everything gone with the flow naturally
It’s even still worth, if my heart break your hands 🤗
It’s even still worth, if my heart break your hands 🤗
You will be my worthy especially thing in this college, then in this…
You will be my worthy especially thing in this college, then in this college, than degree
Phase 2
Phase 2
It was a day where people are very busy with their presentations for farewell
And I am not a participant in event organisation
But my girl was connecting an event. I guess it’s related to maths, kind of thing
And my friend, Adithya also conducting event, which is chess
So actually, there will be three people for presentation, but
My girl came to my class. She take the charge over the other two. And she gave a presentation like hell and heaven in my class in front of me and her conference is tooo mad
And she done with the presentation and went out from the class
And the next Adithya told me that already you have met, and you have talked to her right? Why not just go with them and along with them we will also present our presentation in all classes.
I said okay, why not?
Then that happened, the story together, me Aditya and she with their team of two people went for all campus and continue to giving our presentations
Where in between we were supposed to go to agriculture block
It’s quite far from our block
So we begin walking towards that agriculture block
We keep on going keep on going after sometime. Suddenly,
Only she and me were completely back of the group
Rest all, including Adithya were front
No one noticed it
Kind of like she and me walking together
I felt it as wonder, wonder
After sometime, Aditya realised and slowed a bit then
She talked about her leg pain because of her heels
Somehow, she was struggling
I asked why anything issues like that? She told that having some issues with walking with this heels, I didn’t thought this was this far from our block.
And then, Adithya told to,
Areyyy
Bala, she’s having issues with walking and you go and bring your bike
And he told to her that I will drop you
There happens one thing
The question and the suggestion was given by Aditya
But the reply came to me that,
Kind of with a evil smile, she told that I will only come with my father’s spike. I will not touch other boys bike.
But the question and the session was given by Adithya yet, she looked at me with the evil smile
It’s not a simple thing, but this kind of different look to me
Meaning that it’s not that easy or that fast to get her on my bike
That was the thing happened while we were going to agriculture block
Some agriculture block didn’t permit permitted has to give presentation in their block
So already, my girl told that she’s having trustee and others saying they are hungry
And we all went to cafeteria and add some snacks over there
And I felt very happy that I am going to pay for that because of my girl
We all had she had one beautiful drink, which is my favourite also pulpy orange
Which cost me ₹25
And I paid for all the friends and her friends
And the next thing in that meeting, I also find other group of my class. They were also giving presentations so we all met together in the cafeteria.
We had fun, we talk, and she is very comfortable with me, and everything was good and very cool
After that, once we were going out, there happens the magic
The path we are going is like a mirror F
So I am with my friends and my classmates. We are a walking first
Then they were backing behind us
Then what happened suddenly
Begin, they took exit at first turning in the mirror, F
We didn’t notice it me, and my classmates along with Adithya were going to the next left in the mirror F
That thing happened, and we all met after that at your point
Next thing happened is that some strange talks were came like
One guy in her team started
Saying that she beautiful, she look good, actually, she’s good, like he’s complimenting her in front of me
But I don’t have any freedom on that move, and
I’m not able to talk anything
Yet, I’m not liking it
That thing happened, and we were back to our block again, and we were supposed to go for lunches
I went to my class along with Adithya and other team
No, I am done with my lunch, but very curious that what could be the afternoon?
The way will go again out or that’s it for the day
After lunch after sometime
Mutual friend of her named Chamanthi she is my classmate
Came to me and told that
She she is telling Aditya and you to come to canteen to go for other branches for presentation
These things she told to Chamanti
And Chamanti told to me
Then I rushed, and I told this to Aditya
And I am Adithya went to cafeteria
And we went there, we saw each other. I saw her, she saw me
We both had a little smile on each other, also
And then other one of her teammate named
Chetan(friend of mine, with a good casual talks and jokes relation)
Then Chetan began asking me question directly
That what Bala, am I not a friend of you, and why you are not telling anything to me?
I came to know something he told
Then I got mad and I got shocked
I rushed and dragged him to other side of other corner of the cafeteria near the juice shop
And started asking him what you know, and what? Why are you asking me that?
And why are you telling that I am not your friend like that?
Then he told that, are you liking her?
Then I told what?
How do you know what’s going on?
My heart is vibrating with anxiety and tension
Chetan started telling what happened
At that mirror, F turning
Which they took at the first turn, starting from the bottom that middle turn was taken first which was soil Road
And the next turn we took, which is the end
He told that there had been a conversation about you at that particular soil Road
I am telling that she asked me about you
Like
Her : Chetan, do you know Bala?
Chetan: yes, the guy in front of us there right?
Her : Bala a good guy?
Acha Hai Bacha Huuu Bala ?
Chetan: yes, Bala, a very good guy is my close friend friend. We talk jokes and make fun in lunch break.
Her: Bala mujhe like kar tha hai teje patha hai ?
Bala is liking e me? Do you know?
Chetan: no, he never told me about this. I literally knowing from you, but he never told me yet. We are very good friends.(shocked.)
And Chetan, after that question me
Where are you? Didn’t told me anything. If you have told me before, I would helping you much faster to get progress in your love
I told till now, everything happened naturally without my plans or any kind of preplanned stuff
And also, you and me, we become friends by our own, not with respect to someone in this case, it’s her
So our friendship is natural, so if I start asking you about her or or any kind of questions, I make you feel as because you know her so that Bala is friend with you. I shouldn’t be considered in this category, so I keep our friendship, separate and my relationship.
He told me this secretly without knowing to her
So all our conversations happened, and we started moving again for the presentation purpose
And after that, we did not get any permission to go out and tell to other branches or other colleges
So what we did, we are done with the college work
So we thought of going to have some rest and chill
After that, we all went to some indoor sport area
And me and my friends, my classmates were sitting together, and they were playing chess
And in front of me, around 5 m away Chetan and my girl were sitting and talking
The conversation went for five minutes. I guess, and after that.
She begin, started crying I got mad, and I got many heart attack even when Chetan is telling me the story
Now she began crying. I literally get mad and nervous
It is very uncomfortable. I don’t have freedom to go to her and talk to her.
After that, what I did, I had a bottle in my hands I take that and went to her and gave the bottle to Chetan and told to take care of her
Also, she looked at me in a different way with those water in her eyes
I couldn’t digest. I couldn’t see that, but somehow I moved away from her.
Next faculty came to Indoor sports area .told you cannot sit here. The session for different candidates.
Then we all begin standing up and moving
Then she walked in front of me, and I talk to Chetan that was she fine or she okay?
She turned back and I directly asked her. Are you fine? Everything good like that ?
She said yes, yes, Bala
I love the way. She calls me, Bala.
And after that, we went to entrance of that block and we sat over there
Like I am on the left side, Chetan in the middle and right side to him is her
And Chetan told me that it’s not because of you because of your story, it’s because of her family issues. He told me.
Yet it is suspicious, but somehow I told okay
And that we all chat together
I told her some motivational staff and made her feel okay
We talked for about half an hour again
After that, she’s okay and she even told me bye. See you later.
The way she look at me, me kills me
With that, look, she told me Bye Bala
After that, bye, I felt somewhat breathable
I will be your one woman, man
I will be your one woman, man
After all observations, I came to know that we are very good at playing…
After all observations, I came to know that we are very good at playing, hide and seek
Phase 3
Phase 3
The entire phase 3 was happened without presence of me without involvement of me, even without knowing to me
This is a small episode, but yet very important
Adithya and Chetan went to bus stop of her
And
Aditya ask her that you know, Bala right ?
Her: yes, I do know him
Chetan: Bala is liking you know it right?
Adithya: not liking his literary madly, love with you know it?
Her: no, no, I don’t know anything about he liking me or stuff like this
Adithya: forcefully started asking,
She started defending and telling her, I don’t know anything like that. I don’t know. No, no, no answer.
After some deep conversation she told yes, I do know that he likes me
She smiled and
And she just got into bus and gone away from there
After that, as usual, we were standing
After that, as usual, we were standing
After lunch, this time I was alone, and I was looking into my phone
Sudden leave from my backside voice came like Bala
I surprisingly, and with a good heart rate pumping up looked back
It was her
Asking me that I should give something to you, right?
I told what what should you give to me?
She’s like Bala you paid for my juice on the day at cafeteria pulpy Orange
I told her nothing for that. It’s just okay. Don’t need to pay to me.
Now we fight for about two minutes. I should pay for you. You should not pay for me like that.
After that innocently, she asked my UPI detail details
She took my number again also, my Gpay QR
And she talked for about two minutes and lunch break was over. We began to move to our classes.
After that about 9:45 PM I received payment from her
Juice was ₹25, but she paid me ₹35
It’s because IP Orange have two variants, one is 400 ML which cost 35 and the smaller version cost 25
And she messaged me that the payment screenshot
I replied Yes Boss 🫡
Then she she sent me 😆
Phase 4, very interesting one
Phase 4, very interesting one
After that, only one side talk to her that during examinations
I was roaming outside, and she came in my view, and I asked that how how paper went
She replied good, good
She’s with her friends, so I did not stop there, and I am also with my friends. I started moving out.
After that, we got holidays for about 30 days
I went for vacation to Goa
I started having fun over days over there. I did not there in my place.
I was literally enjoying the day, but at night, I was dreaming like hell and heaven
Every day in that Goa, she came to my dream
I even proposed her in my dream
Even though my imagination is, and my dreams, have no limits I used to talk to her
I don’t even get like shake, handed with her
My dreams were pure as my days were
I even propose to her from 1 m away to her
So that kind of purity, I show even in my dreams, which have no limits
So days, passed
I sent her snaps daily
Once our college is reopen
First day, I came to college, expecting that she will come, and I will see her
So there is a concept of me that if I see her, I marked attendance
It’s not for college, it’s for her
So I thought of taking attendance today and came first day
But she didn’t came
I was hopeless, and generally people will come one week late to college
And I hope my best and gone second day
Surprisingly, I got my attendance
And then
In the lunch break
I received notification from mail regarding warranty details of my chair
So I was reading that
My focus is completely on my phone, and I also got my attend, so I was replying to the mail
And sudden moment in the left side of me
So I noticed that moment, and I tilted up
Then it’s her trying to surprise me by making me fear like it’s a sudden jump. She put her hands for like she kind of surprise me. She did some like.
If she put her hands to my face and try to hear me like that
But I noticed this before even she coming near to me
And then she told that
Bala, you should not see like that
I thought of doing something kind of surprise like that, she told me
Then I got mad hahahahah 🥹
Then, also, that on that day, we spoke much time much topics, what we did in holidays, much more things
She told me that she learn cooking
She read some stories books
What she did
So on that day, we talk very intense topics. I know it feels quite different.
She told like my boy
Things she like
Kind of she told that she is kind of alone
She kind of like that, generally, girls don’t share
She have limited friends
Surprise lie, didn’t ask anything to her. She told to me everything.
The topics on the day were also very deep
That day, there were very less strength in our college, less low number of people
So I thought that she is quite comfortable because no one are there, just we both were there?
20 minutes, more than 20 minutes
But the depth is too big. It’s like two hours.
So in the topic, so there is no one in the college, I told that want to stay here
I don’t want to just leave the college and go to home like that
She told yes, Bala, I also don’t have interest no one in the college, so let’s leave. Kind of she replied.
And she accepted to come along with me
And we discussed how to go
And she told that there is also friend with me, she will also come with us. She told I told he has no worries.
She told that her friend don’t know how to navigate to buses, how to take stops. She’s quite new to buses.
Then, after sometime, she went to ask to her friend
She spoke with her friend inside the class and told that Bala,
She is not coming with us, so she’s only alone in the class
I will stay with her
You carry on, Bala
After that, she came out and told me all this like she care me so that she came out and tell me the reply that her friend is not coming
So this kind of very good response is there. She didn’t left me there and keep me struggling whether she come or not.
She came out and told her clarity
And these things happened
What I can say, I don’t remember, but the
Conversation on that day is too personal, too deep and it’s kind of a not a casual talk
And also one more thing that
And also one more thing that
Attend 10 days back
As usual, we had a lunch and came outside
She also used to come outside and talk to her mom in phone
What happened that day wear, same colour dress, red and red
So my friends notice and started kind of making fun of both of us calling
Bala and her name loudly
And she noticed it yet, she stayed calm
Even though she have guts, she have no fear, she can directly come and talk why you guys are making fun of us. I don’t like it. She can tell you definitely.
Okay, let’s keep it as exception and think that she did not hear what my friend said
The next day, I am standing outside, she came in front of me. She was passing in front of me in her own work.
So when she was passing my friend beside me, started asking that why you are not talking to him indirectly in a loud
At this particular instant, she definitely heard what my friend
Told
And yet she did not respond, and she silently moved on
I felt very bad. I got lots of tense, and I don’t like it, but somehow my friends made disasters.
And the next thing one good thing happened
After all that
So one day, I was making some fun in my class
So my professor kicked me out of class and told me to stand out
So, I was standing out in front of my class
I thought she will come. She will come. She will come. She will come. She will come
After half an hour of standing
People from her class, start coming out
Slowly, one of my friend in the class came out
And he told me that
Brother bhabhi is coming
I smile and I laughed, keep talking to him
While I was talking to him, she came out with her friend
Her friend was tall and she was very harry to get into bus and to go to home
I mean, her walking, stylist very fast, and she was eager to go to whom I guess her friend
Then what happened? Her friend is coming in the front. She is the first.
And then she saw me (my girl)
She noticed me
And she started walking, slow that her friend is far from her
Even though they’re walking
She called her friend to stop and make a biometric attend attendance fingerprint
Which is in front of me, directly just 1 m so very close to me the
Biometric commission, it’s in front of me
So her friend came back and
And my girl is putting her her biometric scan. It is feeling again and again.
Her friend, is seeing me seriously
My assumption meaning that because I stand over there, she stopped there and called me back (her friend) was seriously looking at me in that look
There are multiple biometric scans over the campus, like every floor has at least six
Yet she decided to do biometric, which is in front of me
So let’s think in a general perspective that if she hate me (my girl)
There is a possibility that she can have biometric fingers scan everywhere in the campus
Firstly, she won’t even try to look at me, even though she looks. She will look in a different way, serious or angry.
She stayed calm
After that, she didn’t came to college two weeks. Her friend Chamanthi told that she is suffering with fever
Even though she is my only love
I don’t have freedom to even know about her. Ask about her fever and can’t even care about her, even though I love her badly very badly
But with the help of Chamanthi
I used to know the status of our fever, her health
This is too worst that I don’t even have freedom talk to her
And now she came to college
She was fine and good and my friend told that she came in a sweater, black, and grey
On the day, I didn’t took my attendance
I didn’t saw her
That evening
I was going casually out for some work. I was driving my bike.
There is a sudden traffic that I should increase my speed of my bike and overtake a bus, which is my college bus
So in the window, I noticed one
Black and grey sweater, monkey cap
Suddenly, I even don’t know my bike speed dropped from 80 to 30 kmph
I forced myself to not see her
Next, second day, she came to college after recovery which is yesterday Saturday
Aditya went to her and talked about her health. How is she?
She told that she was suffering with lung problem
Where she was having issues to have breathing
She cannot have food
Now she was okay somehow
After listening this from Adithya’s words, I felt too bad and stupid
I felt myself very worst that I’m worst case that I don’t even have freedom to care about her to talk about her health, at least to ask whether she is okay or not
Aditya told Bala is very worried to her
Adithya told that Aditya ask her to tell Hi to
Bala (me)
She :No yarr
Aditya told that at least for me in a friendly way, you tell hi to him
She: okay yaar we will see later
Complete Story It was a CRT training session for that particular…
Complete Story
It was a CRT training session for that particular session. We were supposed to sit together, and two classes are combined
My class is A section and her class is D section
So as usual, the session was very good and and it’s an interesting topic about my favourite topic, that is Kajal kind of Indian eyeliner in Telugu, it is called as katuka of Eyes
Generally, I like people keeping Kajal and eyeliner kind of a sweet spot for me, so that’s why the session is too interesting for me and I completely focused on it and I enjoyed it
So after the session is completed, we are walking back to our respective classrooms
Next, so I am very much interested in Kajal
I’m talking to my friends, and I am admiring the beauty of it with my fellow classmates
So I’m talking to my classmates and coming out of the room now I am just at the door entrance, stepping out
In front of that particular door, we have a window, so it’s a sunny day. The sun was bright. I’m looking into the window towards down.
Then happens the magic , a Kajal applied Eyes came into my View
And that where, my stonehearted heart start to vibration
this is where I saw her first time. Somehow, I like it. I like the feeling it surprising, awesome.
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This is the Glimpse
Then the next, I thought it was okay, and it’s generally kind of good things that to kajal attracts me more. And u thought its was okay cool.
Next we continue your sessions, and I surprisingly started waiting for that one session, which happens every week
And that session was more related to human development, and some stuff like that
So based on number theory and Numericals session was conducted where we were supposed to tell our date of birth based on that we are going to have certain characteristics are made to perform certain operations on earth. That what the theorem the concept is about.
So there is a believe that the numbers match 6 are Good For Marriage
So I got the number six and I saw her that what she got ?
Surprisingly, it was six
And I don’t know why I felt very happy and that was a kind of surprise
While the professor is winding up the session, he told that try marrying people with 6 number characteristics to all of the class
Till now, I didn’t know the name, the role number anything about her
Only the number match is known
Okay, my friends like me, very much and then show me much love
I told about her, and the number match hahahha
Then, as my friends love me so much, they started
Talking to her( in general my female friends , don’t like to talk to any other girls) but in my case, as they love me so hard, they tried directly talking to her and made a good Hi bye relationship with her to them( my friend )
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Next to the third session
Their concept is that you have to pick few words and they are strong enough to be knowing that what you want in your life?
So people started beginning, writing, writing writing, and I was writing few things only focusing on myself. This time, not letting me myself forcefully not to try to know about. Her words
Okay, all things happened. I wrote few things like creative innovation, intelligence perspective, stuff like that.
And the session was completely successful and we are about to departure
And without any involvement I stayed common, Silent
I just casually told my words to my friends, that’s only my involvement that to with my female friends
Generally, as routine i talk to my female friend at the bus stop in evening time
So I casually talking to them as I always do and make me some fun stuff like that
One of my friend, saw her and without informing me my friend move towards her
I didn’t noticed
Then she went to her and asked about the characteristics of the words and what she pick in the CRT class session
Where is surprisingly there are top three matches, except the first one , the second, the third and the fourth are the exact matches of my pick
The first one in her was Love
My female friend came to me and told all the things happened there and in between their conversations
My female friend was happy and told that the only mismatch is the first one. The rest. Perfect matches , what if the first one also match.
He told the first one is Love and which I will be going to give her so there is no problem with mismatch
I told that in a funny way
Just as a Joke
The next things keep going keep going going going
Came to know that the ideology and the confidence and kind of things I need there in her
Based on the confidence and the approach and the speeches given by her in the CRT sessions
I thought it was okay, cool
Yet, I didn’t show much care on that and being as me as before from the star to now
Thinking that it was casual thing, I do see many girls and I also like them and admire their beauty
Also, if I admire and tell my selection reference, dam sure they like it and even female friends agree my selection and accept . They tell you are the master in admiring and picking the beautiful girls
Similar, I also thought it was just one of that beautiful girls
And the things keep going on smooth smoother than cooler
General she used to complete her lunch and come out of the class and talk to her mother and walk sometime
Generally me me and my boys at that time after lunch start seeing beautiful girls and talk about thems
That what we do generally
As we do, we do it now also, but I don’t know subconsciously when she came and walking infornt of me I stayed Silent
Even though my friends were seeing all gang girls and tell me to see that gang
Somehow, I felt different and stick to completely other direction in which she was walking
That means my friends view angle is completely opposite to which I was seeing it’s 180° opposite
Okay, this thing happened, kind of started thinking
Also, that evening one of my other female friend saw her at the bus stop
And started, dragging my hand, and pulling me through her
( general, both of them, don’t care and don’t like other girls and don’t wish to talk to other new or they don’t encourage to talk to others new or new girls)
But I didn’t moved in that time, my hand also got scratched( you understand the intensity of it. Intense of people showing interest in my likes )
Generally, I never do this. I don’t like to do this. I follow my principles. I do not try to do this in my past. In fact, I never know how to do what to do. I did not even have an idea that I will do it.
I don’t even try to see girls profile pics
Even though the profile pic is meant to see
But in this case, I thought it was an exception
So I don’t know any kind of details of her
But my intention is to know about and started my process
We have zero data, we have zero detail details not even her name
I have a very good friends and try their best to get any kind of information to me because they show much love to me
But I never told them and try to ask him
I thought that what should be mine
If it’s a good thing, I will have a way
Okay, I thought keep going. We find a way.
In the night, I got an idea that we have college website in which we have details of all college people
But for that, we need to know the role number of the particular individual (in this case its is her )
So I know that it was the same course AIML
When I started digging deeper
Since my classes, AIML A section starts with roll number 6601,
Our class overall strength is 6666 That means we are 66 people.
Generally, classes are divided to 70 people, maximum per class
With logic, I started my research and made calculation that to complete section B and C of AIML
We already crossed more than 130 people
But our role number 6601 ,6602 has only two last digits to fill
But there is not 111 222 333
So I change my strategy and keeping a digit as letter and other digits number
Like 66A1
So, with the calculation, somehow, I managed to complete two sections of roll number
Roughly around 150 people
Tried typing in their roll number and checking that which section are they
After typing more than 200 people roll number, I finally entered into D section
Followed the same idea Keep going keep going, each alphabet has one letter. And the other one is digit
A9 B9
Like that, only one digit and one number that means only probable numbers are 1 to 9
Alphabets are A to Z
I keep on going, keep on going night
Start typing I came to M N O
I lost patient, but not interest
I keep on going finally, I came to see some of friends of her faces
Then I confirmed that I am very near
I keep on going, then the role number is Q7
With that manual typing of all role numbers, I came to know that the actual role number
I found the name
The role number
As I am tech loaded guy and engineer by work
Hacker by ideology
With that name ,the role number , came to know
Phone number
Email address
Photo
Every possible thing I can
But even though I have everything what I need, I didn’t touch it
I follow my principles. I follow my ethics.
Then I came to know my skills and and the positive intention may be
So that nature let me to know all details
Even though I just want to know her Name
Even though I did not touch any other details, except the name
All this happened in first year
Also kind of very, very unusual magic, magical things began happening
I used to sit in my class to the right side corner of the class, where just to write to me is a window and left top. We have the entrance for the door.
So I’ll be sitting on right bottom side of the class, and I should be looking in middle, where our classroom board is present
When I look into the entrance of the class, suddenly, without having any kind of thought in with an empty idea, whenever I saw to that particular entrance I used to see her for any reason like she might go for water feeling. She might go on a work. She used to appear a lot.
I tried it while intentionally thinking about her, but didn’t work
It works whenever I annoyingly with empty mind the kind of signal comes to me. He Bala look into door entrance that signal when I used to turn into entrance view, I will definitely find her
It’s kind of magic. It’s a kind of unusual thing.
You know what is the probability of the success rate it’s around 97% so in hundred times 97 times, I will definitely find her going
That means it’s like a red car theory
Subconsciously, I am finding her existence, finding her moments
And suddenly, I started believing in this concept
Suddenly, she started coming to stand in front of our class and talking to her mom as usual in lunch break I don’t know. I don’t have any idea. It’s happening.
Also, she used to come to our class and had her lunch with her friends
Even though
Things going on going on, and as usually, I thought it was a kind of general girl attraction
And we all entered into second years
There comes a day where we all participated in Hackthon in college
So it’s her birthday, but I don’t have enough freedom to talk to her and wish her, unfortunately, I have used to wish her, even though my friends forced me to try to wish her
And that’s where she kind of saw me first time
Our haathon was huge hit, so people started talking about our idea and project and the team
There she might have an idea that who is Bala
Next Lee, me and my friends, having some junk food evening and having chill
There, I find her Snapchat ID while eating, mistakenly I sent request to her by by clicking that button
But that was not happened. Intentionally my phone is about to fall down. I pick up my phone. My thumb got tapped on add to button, so that’s how I sent her my first request.
And I immediately deleted it and unsend the request
This thing happened in between
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The Glimpse
Next coming to the trailer part
In second year, we have all changed our campus, so we were shifted to new ones
Where our classes opposite to her class, but in a way that her class is left side opposite and our class is right side opposite to her class
So that arrangement was that
So I know that usually she will definitely come out of class and talk to her mom after her lunch. It’s a daily routine thing.
I started kind of more showing interest to her, staring at her and things keep going on, but I like the hide and seek play of our look ups like me, seeing her when she was not seeing me
So like this, I continued for 2 to 3 months
And my most of my friends came to know that Bala having interest on one particular girl like that
And then happen, interesting things
She also started giving eye contact to me while she talk to her mom in phone call
And this is not an unusual thing. It started happening daily.
Yeah, it’s a normal thing because people will see here in their while talking, it’s a normal human behaviour
And I believed in that way
Surprisingly, day by day, she was getting little close to our class
Like calling her mom while standing a bit little close to our class in opposite direction so that I have direct view of seeing her
Next
She used to come to our class and talk and have some fun with her friends in my class
And me, and my friends started betting on
On the scenario, will she see me or not
I always say that she will not see me
But my friends tell she will see you and bet on that
Surprisingly, I I always keep losing and the eye Contacts to me
Kind of genuine
There comes dasara Festival
At that particular festival, the last working day of the college
Tomorrow is Dasara
So today is festival celebration in our college, so all students are requested to come with traditional dressing
And she also came in a very good traditional dress
All things happen as usual. I am standing in front of my class, where we have a arc like structure there I will be standing opposite to my class.
And my classes opposite to left side of her class
So whenever I want to see her class, I need to make my head return
And how things happen great
And me, and my friend are just two in our class
I’m standing at that arc
And my friend, and telling that she was going to ground floor
Gently, I had face turn and noticed that she was seeing me when I see her
That kind of mini heart attack to me
Then I turned back and looking towards my classroom
And if I just look down left side, I will have a direct way of ground floor and the people entering into college and living from college. That’s the main entrance point.
So as she was going down
Me and my friend had a bet
That will she see me while going out of the college or not?
I said no
But my friend said, I am damn sure she gonna see you
And she was going down from stairs
And keep going out
She came to clear view to us
And here comes the crazy part
She made a 130° body turn and completed, turn her face to top first floor
Where I am standing this
That look that look she gave while she was going out of college, but
Saw me from ground floor to 1st floor with very important to see like thing
Then I was very happy and couldn’t forget her, and the turn she make to see me even I am in first floor. She saw directly to 1st floor.
After that, we had 15 days of holidays, which I couldn’t be forgetting
Because the last looks, she gave me before holidays
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The trailer
Yet to this point, we never had a very close view of each other or
Did not even talk to each other once
In Dasara ,I didn’t had a proper sleep
Dreams started coming and in my dreams we were talking. We were having fun. We went to tour and me, and she going in a bike to my bike red colour.
Every dream was a detailed and things very natural
Every day, at least one second one millisecond, she used to come to my dream
Next thing after college reopening
Suddenly, small positive things begin happening to me that I had 4 or 5 possibility
To talk to her
Yet the struggle, the rise in temperature, the rising heartbeat, the rising shivering
Stopped me
Even when I am in certain radius of her, I started having a blank brain
Usually never happened while talking to girls
Even my class friends are jealous when I talk to girls and they feel that he is kind of romantic guy, so obviously they feel very jealous
Meaning that I don’t have fear to talk to you. I am an extrovert, and I talk to girls very casually and fun, making with them kind of no fear while talking to girls women
But in her case things are completely different
The possibilities of talking her like very close opportunities are just missed because of me
Even though she definitely had an idea, who is Bala
From this point
What is what what is Bala?
And
She comes in college bus, so I started knowing
As usual my friends are also college bus. I used to go there to my friends and unintentionally started focusing on her side view.
I don’t know, it’s fortunate, you are, unfortunately she used to come to our place where me and my friends were talking She used to play little sports in front of us.
But let’s think maybe, it’s for a good view are good play area
On the day, I don’t, I don’t care, but surprisingly, I followed her as
Not completely, but to an extent where my house and the way her bus goes are same
And what happened that day, I started
following her bus, she used sit at right side window
And I followed her and she saw me, I mean she noticed it
But I felt very bad about that because I am not who I am to this one particular scenario
Also in the next week, or after some days, I found her Bus again, I was going
At this time, it was not mine intention to see her
But the bus came in between my view with me in front of me, so that I saw her directly
So what happened?
I have overtaken the bus and saw her once
Then I came very far from the bus
Then I had a U turn board, but somehow even though my control system not to take a u turn
My heart forced me to take one
Then I took acting that I was fill my air to my bike tires
I saw her twice
And she saw me
Then I got little tense, and after filling, I take my bike and started moving to my home
Just about to turn, left to my home
I found another U turn board hahahahahah
So I made another one. I bought a coconut and drinking it.
Was casually sitting on my bike and waiting for a bus
She noticed that I was drinking coconut water
She put her face out of window and tiled out and made a 180 degree return and saw me again
That means she put some efforts in order to find who is this guy or see me
Phase 1
Here comes the turning point
One thing to tell is that people cannot physically fight with me or cannot fight with me with their words
I am stronger in both
It’s hard to down me
As a daily routine, me and my boys can completed our lunch and standing out and gathered talking and having fun
One guy who cannot down me
Started pulling her name out
Used her and started commenting too badly
In which I couldn’t digest, and I am not stable, and I became uncontrollable
Instantly rushed and slapped him with my left hand
Then I couldn’t stand over that place, and I rushed to my classroom
After I sat down, and I don’t know why I am unstable, my legs are not under my control. I am not able to stand. It literally wet my eyes.(generally shouldn’t be happening to my stoneheart me)
I drained all my energy and I couldn’t think
I’m not getting the reason why I behaved in that way, why I slapped him
What happened to me?
Lots of confusion and I cannot stay in class and in the next period. I came out of college.
And that what it happened on that day
That what they’re in my hands, what I did
Next thing is surprisingly different
After that incident, I slapped him and became unstable
To my friends, notice that and
Talk to one of my friend named Aditya (mutual friend of me and her, in which Sheohar in Haathon participation)
So my friend named Srisai went to Aditya and told that that why are you talking to her
Don’t you want to Live ?
She is Bala ‘s girl in a funny way
Why are you talking?
And Aditya replied what I don’t know anything about it. Why have you guys told me before?
If you told me before I would have make them talk before
This thing happened, and Aditya told that he will arrange a meeting
And the next friend named Vamsi
Also went to Aditya and asked the same dialogue, like don’t you want to leave?
She is Bala’s girl
Aditya told yeah, yeah, I know it now I will make a meeting to them something like that
Everything happened, without me, knowing all
Evening in message, Adithya replied that I came to know about your crush
And I replied its not crush i am in love( the kind of Unstable , I had ) with her i told to him in funny way
And on the next day, without my effort or plan here in a meeting and made us talk
Me and Her
He called her and within five minutes, he left from the place we were talking
It’s woman’s Day
We met we talk to each other and it was a half an hour meeting
The meeting is about casual things
And Adithya bala have very good network in tech participation and he is good to techies
And he participated and worked with many industry people
Went to many companies as a student
So as the topic was that we talked about these kind of things, and we share ideas and more things
There, I was damn sure that she talking very casual and felt free and even
In a casual way, why don’t you tell this participation and this industry events to me
I told I will share it to you
She herself reply to my number, and don’t forget to tell to me if anything happens like this
But I immediately didn’t take it
We keep on talking, talking talking
Repeated it,
Have my number, please inform me if you have any events like this
I told about hackathons, and we went some other places
She once again, told to share it to me
Then I gave my phone to her
She herself typed a number
And the meeting went very smooth and discussed, we laughed with it much more things
She was very active speaking as I do generally
I love the way. She speaks in very energetic take away.
Even though it was the first conversation we were having, she felt and made me felt it was not first
We discussed lots of things, lots of things we talked about half an hour in the first meeting itself
Hear what I would like to tell me that
I had only one genuine intention, loving her(which was unknown to me till I am unstable and wet my eyes )
So only the genuine intention and sincerity, I was able to talk me and her talk each other
Which was very surprising, and which was magical, which was miracle, what not everything.
Generally, what I thought is, I will never talk to her. I will tell whatever I felt for her in the final fourth year and just move on.
That time, I believe Then your intentions and sincerity, can make wonders
Like we both don’t have any possible way to meet
Even though, if I have, it should be planned
But everything happened naturally
This was very different
Here we planned anything everything gone with the flow naturally
Phase 2
It was a day where people are very busy with their presentations for farewell
And I am not a participant in event organisation
But my girl was connecting an event. I guess it’s related to maths, kind of thing
And my friend, Adithya also conducting event, which is chess
So actually, there will be three people for presentation, but
My girl came to my class. She take the charge over the other two. And she gave a presentation like hell and heaven in my class in front of me and her conference is tooo mad
And she done with the presentation and went out from the class
And the next Adithya told me that already you have met, and you have talked to her right? Why not just go with them and along with them we will also present our presentation in all classes.
I said okay, why not?
Then that happened, the story together, me Aditya and she with their team of two people went for all campus and continue to giving our presentations
Where in between we were supposed to go to agriculture block
It’s quite far from our block
So we begin walking towards that agriculture block
We keep on going keep on going after sometime. Suddenly,
Only she and me were completely back of the group
Rest all, including Adithya were front
No one noticed it
Kind of like she and me walking together
I felt it as wonder, wonder
After sometime, Aditya realised and slowed a bit then
She talked about her leg pain because of her heels
Somehow, she was struggling
I asked why anything issues like that? She told that having some issues with walking with this heels, I didn’t thought this was this far from our block.
And then, Adithya told to,
Areyyy
Bala, she’s having issues with walking and you go and bring your bike
And he told to her that I will drop you
There happens one thing
The question and the suggestion was given by Aditya
But the reply came to me that,
Kind of with a evil smile, she told that I will only come with my father’s spike. I will not touch other boys bike.
But the question and the session was given by Adithya yet, she looked at me with the evil smile
It’s not a simple thing, but this kind of different look to me
Meaning that it’s not that easy or that fast to get her on my bike
That was the thing happened while we were going to agriculture block
Some agriculture block didn’t permit permitted has to give presentation in their block
So already, my girl told that she’s having trustee and others saying they are hungry
And we all went to cafeteria and add some snacks over there
And I felt very happy that I am going to pay for that because of my girl
We all had she had one beautiful drink, which is my favourite also pulpy orange
Which cost me ₹25
And I paid for all the friends and her friends
And the next thing in that meeting, I also find other group of my class. They were also giving presentations so we all met together in the cafeteria.
We had fun, we talk, and she is very comfortable with me, and everything was good and very cool
After that, once we were going out, there happens the magic
The path we are going is like a mirror F
So I am with my friends and my classmates. We are a walking first
Then they were backing behind us
Then what happened suddenly
Begin, they took exit at first turning in the mirror, F
We didn’t notice it me, and my classmates along with Adithya were going to the next left in the mirror F
That thing happened, and we all met after that at your point
Next thing happened is that some strange talks were came like
One guy in her team started
Saying that she beautiful, she look good, actually, she’s good, like he’s complimenting her in front of me
But I don’t have any freedom on that move, and
I’m not able to talk anything
Yet, I’m not liking it
That thing happened, and we were back to our block again, and we were supposed to go for lunches
I went to my class along with Adithya and other team
No, I am done with my lunch, but very curious that what could be the afternoon?
The way will go again out or that’s it for the day
After lunch after sometime
Mutual friend of her named Chamanthi she is my classmate
Came to me and told that
She she is telling Aditya and you to come to canteen to go for other branches for presentation
These things she told to Chamanti
And Chamanti told to me
Then I rushed, and I told this to Aditya
And I am Adithya went to cafeteria
And we went there, we saw each other. I saw her, she saw me
We both had a little smile on each other, also
And then other one of her teammate named
Chetan(friend of mine, with a good casual talks and jokes relation)
Then Chetan began asking me question directly
That what Bala, am I not a friend of you, and why you are not telling anything to me?
I came to know something he told
Then I got mad and I got shocked
I rushed and dragged him to other side of other corner of the cafeteria near the juice shop
And started asking him what you know, and what? Why are you asking me that?
And why are you telling that I am not your friend like that?
Then he told that, are you liking her?
Then I told what?
How do you know what’s going on?
My heart is vibrating with anxiety and tension
Chetan started telling what happened
At that mirror, F turning
Which they took at the first turn, starting from the bottom that middle turn was taken first which was soil Road
And the next turn we took, which is the end
He told that there had been a conversation about you at that particular soil Road
I am telling that she asked me about you
Like
Her : Chetan, do you know Bala?
Chetan: yes, the guy in front of us there right?
Her : Bala a good guy?
Acha Hai Bacha Huuu Bala ?
Chetan: yes, Bala, a very good guy is my close friend friend. We talk jokes and make fun in lunch break.
Her: Bala mujhe like kar tha hai teje patha hai ?
Bala is liking e me? Do you know?
Chetan: no, he never told me about this. I literally knowing from you, but he never told me yet. We are very good friends.(shocked.)
And Chetan, after that question me
Where are you? Didn’t told me anything. If you have told me before, I would helping you much faster to get progress in your love
I told till now, everything happened naturally without my plans or any kind of preplanned stuff
And also, you and me, we become friends by our own, not with respect to someone in this case, it’s her
So our friendship is natural, so if I start asking you about her or or any kind of questions, I make you feel as because you know her so that Bala is friend with you. I shouldn’t be considered in this category, so I keep our friendship, separate and my relationship.
He told me this secretly without knowing to her
So all our conversations happened, and we started moving again for the presentation purpose
And after that, we did not get any permission to go out and tell to other branches or other colleges
So what we did, we are done with the college work
So we thought of going to have some rest and chill
After that, we all went to some indoor sport area
And me and my friends, my classmates were sitting together, and they were playing chess
And in front of me, around 5 m away Chetan and my girl were sitting and talking
The conversation went for five minutes. I guess, and after that.
She begin, started crying I got mad, and I got many heart attack even when Chetan is telling me the story
Now she began crying. I literally get mad and nervous
It is very uncomfortable. I don’t have freedom to go to her and talk to her.
After that, what I did, I had a bottle in my hands I take that and went to her and gave the bottle to Chetan and told to take care of her
Also, she looked at me in a different way with those water in her eyes
I couldn’t digest. I couldn’t see that, but somehow I moved away from her.
Next faculty came to Indoor sports area .told you cannot sit here. The session for different candidates.
Then we all begin standing up and moving
Then she walked in front of me, and I talk to Chetan that was she fine or she okay?
She turned back and I directly asked her. Are you fine? Everything good like that ?
She said yes, yes, Bala
I love the way. She calls me, Bala.
And after that, we went to entrance of that block and we sat over there
Like I am on the left side, Chetan in the middle and right side to him is her
And Chetan told me that it’s not because of you because of your story, it’s because of her family issues. He told me.
Yet it is suspicious, but somehow I told okay
And that we all chat together
I told her some motivational staff and made her feel okay
We talked for about half an hour again
After that, she’s okay and she even told me bye. See you later.
The way she look at me, me kills me
With that, look, she told me Bye Bala
After that, bye, I felt somewhat breathable
Phase 3
The entire phase 3 was happened without presence of me without involvement of me, even without knowing to me
This is a small episode, but yet very important
Adithya and Chetan went to bus stop of her
And
Aditya ask her that you know, Bala right ?
Her: yes, I do know him
Chetan: Bala is liking you know it right?
Adithya: not liking his literary madly, love with you know it?
Her: no, no, I don’t know anything about he liking me or stuff like this
Adithya: forcefully started asking,
She started defending and telling her, I don’t know anything like that. I don’t know. No, no, no answer.
After some deep conversation she told yes, I do know that he likes me
She smiled and
And she just got into bus and gone away from there
After that, as usual, we were standing
After lunch, this time I was alone, and I was looking into my phone
Sudden leave from my backside voice came like Bala
I surprisingly, and with a good heart rate pumping up looked back
It was her
Asking me that I should give something to you, right?
I told what what should you give to me?
She’s like Bala you paid for my juice on the day at cafeteria pulpy Orange
I told her nothing for that. It’s just okay. Don’t need to pay to me.
Now we fight for about two minutes. I should pay for you. You should not pay for me like that.
After that innocently, she asked my UPI detail details
She took my number again also, my Gpay QR
And she talked for about two minutes and lunch break was over. We began to move to our classes.
After that about 9:45 PM I received payment from her
Juice was ₹25, but she paid me ₹35
It’s because IP Orange have two variants, one is 400 ML which cost 35 and the smaller version cost 25
And she messaged me that the payment screenshot
I replied Yes Boss 🫡
Then she she sent me 😆
Actually, she will reach home by around 6:30 PM
Yet she remember yet, she kept it in mind
Yet she cared
Paid to me from her father as she do not have bank account
You understand the kind of importance and the intensity
She kept to pay me for the drink
Phase 4, very interesting one
After that, only one side talk to her that during examinations
I was roaming outside, and she came in my view, and I asked that how how paper went
She replied good, good
She’s with her friends, so I did not stop there, and I am also with my friends. I started moving out.
After that, we got holidays for about 30 days
I went for vacation to Goa
I started having fun over days over there. I did not there in my place.
I was literally enjoying the day, but at night, I was dreaming like hell and heaven
Every day in that Goa, she came to my dream
I even proposed her in my dream
Even though my imagination is, and my dreams, have no limits I used to talk to her
I don’t even get like shake, handed with her
My dreams were pure as my days were
I even propose to her from 1 m away to her
So that kind of purity, I show even in my dreams, which have no limits
So days, passed
I sent her snaps daily
Once our college is reopen
First day, I came to college, expecting that she will come, and I will see her
So there is a concept of me that if I see her, I marked attendance
It’s not for college, it’s for her
So I thought of taking attendance today and came first day
But she didn’t came
I was hopeless, and generally people will come one week late to college
And I hope my best and gone second day
Surprisingly, I got my attendance
And then
In the lunch break
I received notification from mail regarding warranty details of my chair
So I was reading that
My focus is completely on my phone, and I also got my attend, so I was replying to the mail
And sudden moment in the left side of me
So I noticed that moment, and I tilted up
Then it’s her trying to surprise me by making me fear like it’s a sudden jump. She put her hands for like she kind of surprise me. She did some like.
If she put her hands to my face and try to hear me like that
But I noticed this before even she coming near to me
And then she told that
Bala, you should not see like that
I thought of doing something kind of surprise like that, she told me
Then I got mad hahahahah 🥹
Then, also, that on that day, we spoke much time much topics, what we did in holidays, much more things
She told me that she learn cooking
She read some stories books
What she did
So on that day, we talk very intense topics. I know it feels quite different.
She told like my boy
Things she like
Kind of she told that she is kind of alone
She kind of like that, generally, girls don’t share
She have limited friends
Surprise lie, didn’t ask anything to her. She told to me everything.
The topics on the day were also very deep
That day, there were very less strength in our college, less low number of people
So I thought that she is quite comfortable because no one are there, just we both were there?
20 minutes, more than 20 minutes
But the depth is too big. It’s like two hours.
So in the topic, so there is no one in the college, I told that want to stay here
I don’t want to just leave the college and go to home like that
She told yes, Bala, I also don’t have interest no one in the college, so let’s leave. Kind of she replied.
And she accepted to come along with me
And we discussed how to go
And she told that there is also friend with me, she will also come with us. She told I told he has no worries.
She told that her friend don’t know how to navigate to buses, how to take stops. She’s quite new to buses.
Then, after sometime, she went to ask to her friend
She spoke with her friend inside the class and told that Bala,
She is not coming with us, so she’s only alone in the class
I will stay with her
You carry on, Bala
After that, she came out and told me all this like she care me so that she came out and tell me the reply that her friend is not coming
So this kind of very good response is there. She didn’t left me there and keep me struggling whether she come or not.
She came out and told her clarity
And these things happened
What I can say, I don’t remember, but the
Conversation on that day is too personal, too deep and it’s kind of a not a casual talk
This is the final talk. I made with her.
Should I share my feelings?
As she know the actual fact that I love her
Yet she came to college to surprise me and talk to me
Hello Jerusha, Good Morning
Hello Jerusha, Good Morning
Do I still have freedom left, By any Chance
I noticed your absence from past 10 days
Came to Know your Health issue are you okay now?
Worried too hardly ,
I know I never had the right to expect anything from you… but at least I thought I had the right to care
When even that was taken away, it felt like punishment.
That one guy worshiping you with Madness of Love.
Have No Choices
For almost 2 years, I’ve carried these feelings — they stole my months of sleep, my energy, and gave me nothing but tons anxiety, nervousness, and madness and
Zero possibilities but Infinite Hope. So, I never stopped loving you.
Yes, I am in Love with you Jerush.
Asalu ela start iendi endkuku Bala entha esta padutunadu, ani telusu kovali anthe why he is loving you
I will tell you the origin and Natural flow of our conversations
The time we meet first is a Miracle
Chala Honest and Sincerely i will tell you
You taught me Live Meaning of Love, The Love Of Love
You taught me Live Meaning of Love, The Love Of Love
You are my catalyst
You are my catalyst
Neee Rejection Kanaaa Na Prema Gopadi -So i am Ready
Neee Rejection Kanaaa Na Prema Gopadi -So i am Ready
It already rained, and the road was wet
It already rained, and the road was wet
It’s drizzling
And me, and my mom were walking to get some vegetables
And I thought what if that place was you?
I have that kind of love for you
I need that kind of romantic walks in drizzle
Sweet, settle and gentle
You are my medicine
You are my medicine
She is my logic breaker
She is my logic breaker
Haven’t you notice the strugglings of me, failed to express to you…
Haven’t you notice the strugglings of me, failed to express to you
From yesterday i was suffering from fever. How ever I thought tomorrow will be the last day to see you. After that Holiday will be given
So i motivated myself to come to college.
And i was not even registered for that AWS exams also.
The only intention is to see you and stay in class
But after coming to college Spot register happen .all permissions itself came to me to write exam.
Sir told me to write exam and added me in that particular AWS Whatsapp Group
Also, i had conversation about my project with Saleem sir. Sir felt Happy, Took My Number 🫣
Next thing, sme were suffering with fever. I didn’t had my breakfast and lunch.
Yet, I didn’t felt any tiredness, hungry, and weakness. What I would say, even my body felt better in college and after your appearance
Everything in the college today, turned to be a positive push. What was that?
It should be completely opposite.
I was happy, and very active.
And by Afternoon , I am completely alright
Why Jerusha ?
What I felt is, Because I am in the Field of your existence ,Field of Love.
That made myself Recover. Because I am in the Madness of Love 💞
I am in Love With You Jerusha ✨
Everything today happened to me is a positive approach, positive vibe, positive encouragement, are positive situations
It very small and very recent incident Jerusha. There are other millions to tell you.
First time I saw you and First time I met you. Are completely different writings of God, maybe 😅
It has a very long backend, I’ll tell you that in person ( if everything goes smooth 🙃)
My Love definitely had a Nature’s Support
This was not supposed to happen. If My Love is Not True 🥹
Every incident has its Own purpose and Magic of Nature
In first year, what I thought is, I will be not talking to you till fourth year. Before going out for jobs. I’m going to express my feelings to you and Move Apart
But, May be because of My Genuine Feeling and God’s Good humour 😊
You defined me
Soulful Love
Patience
Hope in Life
Happiness
Commitment
Acceptance
Bunch of Anxiety and Tons of tensions 🫠
Meaning’s of Lyrics
You changed me and positively influenced me to be Good human as possible 😇
Even without you and your involvement
Even the Hardest and Toughest metals have their Melting point
Similarly, to My Logical brain and Robotic heart and you tuned Harmony in it. You are my melting point.
Messaging in phone is not a good idea, but
I need to be honest about something I’ve been carrying for a long time: I care about you deeply.
I don’t want to pressure you or make things awkward — I just wanted you to know the truth.
I respect your space and whatever you decide.
Your responsibilities are my responsibilities too
My Girl Believe in God, I Believe in Her Belief
My Girl Believe in God, I Believe in Her Belief
May be
May be
You are a female reflection of me, and I absolutely care about me
You are a female reflection of me, and I absolutely care about me
You are my companionship need
You are my companionship need
You Worth My EGO
You Worth My EGO
I am not in Sleep
I am not in Sleep
I just close my eyes, i am getting Visuals of you carrying a baby and i am taking care of you as a Husband exercises and Massages and Food and i love you
Later, your in Hospital ready to deliver a Baby i am looking at you and motivating you and inside feeling tension for you what will happen, your holding my hand. And my eyes are becoming wet.
See Jerusha This kind of Love and Loving coming in my Visuals
Even in Visuals i am Getting Happy Tears -11:33 PM
Love You Jaruuu 🥹
I am in love with Jerusha
I am in love with Jerusha
I have feeling for you
Your my toughest wish
But, I am Against every thing
Why this Harsh Treatment
Why this Harsh Treatment
Why, I am getting only single tick mark instead of double ticks 🫠
This is the end. It’s October 14. Then with the conversation command…
This is the end. It’s October 14. Then with the conversation command received: don’t talk.
Andaru Nanu Chala Easy and Fast Ga Namutharu and I Never Made them…
Andaru Nanu Chala Easy and Fast Ga Namutharu and I Never Made them feel regret , but Ninu Namamantuna i bet you will never
I don't believe in God, I believe in science Generally, I walk in…
I don't believe in God, I believe in science Generally, I walk in Maisammaguda people wonder and ask me . Hey Bala !, where is your bike Why are you walking? Actually, you walk? But, now I'm walking on stairs from town to top in tirupathi tirumala roughly around 3000 stairs But this one theory make me believe in God Love, maybe so does song was born “ You can say that I'm a fool and I don't know very much. All, I think they call this Loveee ! ”
And what I think is that it have a huge potential and invisible layer of energy And what can I say about this energy? Keep loving and keep going for it
You never find love
You never find love
you create love
They said it’s all zero, and ones
They said it’s all zero, and ones
But you made me believe we can bring harmony with zeros, and ones
Already i won, the wish is not to getting loved by you. It’s not…
Already i won, the wish is not to getting loved by you. It’s not stopping, loving you.
Change is the essence of life
Change is the essence of life
You asked
You asked
What’s in between
life and death
Finite and infinite
I said Love
You said God
They say Love is God
I haven’t seen your father yet. Madhu yet, I am a great fan of him…
I haven’t seen your father yet. Madhu yet, I am a great fan of him and his work. The greatest creator I ever know. 🙈🌝
https://youtube.com/shorts/KEvF7A1ONnU?si=-r6XNG_HqxUIq2uK
https://youtube.com/shorts/KEvF7A1ONnU?si=-r6XNG_HqxUIq2uK
What do you mean? Keeping this IntelliAttend as a shield, you think…
What do you mean? Keeping this IntelliAttend as a shield, you think I am going to impress you or get close to you or something.
No Jerusha , I don’t think it’s such a way. I think rich. Jerusha so my friends, person1 getting a good and person2 getting some good for the work and friendship, they do, and the kind of contribution they do to the project. Same things comes to you i need a person who can speak better and take ownership of the project
And definitely, I truly believe you are the right candidate for the role
Yes, I do like you. I do love you. That’s a universal fact,
People who are less important to me , are getting a good out of it
But coming to you, just your existence, make me happy, you are that important to me
Now you tell me, shouldn’t I care about a person who is very important to me and the opportunity just get wasted
this shouldn’t be going wasted Jerusha
I think we need to think in a different way, it should not be wasted for a very genuine and good cause
Prema ledu ani chepadu Jerusha Enduku anthe its a Lie. you know what…
Prema ledu ani chepadu Jerusha Enduku anthe its a Lie. you know what you hurt me ,disrespect me a lot but your eyes will never, their is a completely hidden universe in it. And i believe and love those eyes
Called eyes of love
I am responsible of your health, emotion and safety
I am responsible of your health, emotion and safety
Ayyama valathokudha manchiga Mathadey ni manasuki, padi poya potune…
Ayyama valathokudha manchiga Mathadey ni manasuki, padi poya potune unthaaa
Yes, I am BalaSeethaRamanjaneyulu I am Hindu But we do have heart…
Yes, I am BalaSeethaRamanjaneyulu I am Hindu But we do have heart so do Christians.
When us ?
When us ?
New Recording
What a sweet
What a sweet
Afternoon dream
Asalu Oka Shake hands evakundha, Antha enduku na life time motham…
Asalu Oka Shake hands evakundha, Antha enduku na life time motham lo chinaa touch kudha chiyakundha even in dreams- ela kudha premanchavachu preminchelaga chesavu
Looking at the names Pulipaka Jerusha and Bhavani BalaSeethaRamanjaneyulu…
Looking at the names Pulipaka Jerusha and Bhavani BalaSeethaRamanjaneyulu, we can infer some cultural and linguistic clues, but not definitive facts about the people themselves.
Pulipaka Jerusha
- Pulipaka appears to be a Telugu surname (family name), often associated with families from Andhra Pradesh or Telangana.
- Jerusha is a biblical name, derived from the Hebrew Yerushah, meaning “inheritance” or “possession.” It is used among Christian communities.
What the name suggests:
- Likely Telugu heritage.
- Likely Christian family background.
- A blend of regional Telugu identity and biblical naming tradition.
Bhavani BalaSeethaRamanjaneyulu
- Bhavani has strong associations with the Hindu Goddess.
- Seetha, Rama, and Anjaneyulu (Hanuman) are deeply connected to Hindu tradition and the Ramayana.
- The structure of the name feels distinctly Telugu and devotional.
What the name suggests:
- Telugu heritage.
- Strong Hindu devotional influence.
- A family tradition that values religious and cultural symbolism in naming.
Comparing the two names
Interestingly, both names appear to share:
- A strong Telugu cultural foundation.
- Names chosen with spiritual or religious significance.
- Family traditions that place importance on identity and heritage.
But they express that heritage differently:
- Pulipaka Jerusha reflects a Telugu-Christian tradition.
- Bhavani BalaSeethaRamanjaneyulu reflects a Telugu-Hindu tradition.
A symbolic reading
If you compare only the meanings:
- Jerusha → inheritance, legacy, something received and preserved.
- Bhavani BalaSeethaRamanjaneyulu → a collection of ideals such as strength, devotion, virtue, courage, and faith.
Together, the names evoke themes of heritage, faith, tradition, and continuity across generations.
That’s what the names themselves can reasonably suggest. Anything deeper about personality, compatibility, abilities, or destiny would require assumptions that names alone can’t reliably support.
One name is concise; the other is expansive.
The most interesting coincidence
Both names are rare enough that people are likely to ask about them. They are not names that disappear into a crowd. They carry stories.
So if there’s a “hidden pattern,” it’s not that the names predict destiny. It’s that both names seem to have been chosen to preserve something larger than the individual—family, faith, and legacy. That’s an uncommon trait in modern naming conventions.
Together, PJ & BBSR sound like a pair of initials people would remember easily.
And from a purely aesthetic perspective:
PJ ❤️ BBSR
has a surprisingly balanced look when written out. 😊
mi noti mata nanu chala hurt chesthai jerusha, but mi kantichupu nanu…
mi noti mata nanu chala hurt chesthai jerusha, but mi kantichupu nanu premisthai
Nikalu nanu mosam chiyavu, ni mata naku vinapadavuuuu. Love You Jaruuu…
Nikalu nanu mosam chiyavu, ni mata naku vinapadavuuuu. Love You Jaruuu ✨
Today at bus stop
As a Hindu boy in our house
As a Hindu boy in our house
Putting Kumkuma or Botu very common and cultural practice
Me before, right after some marriage or functions, they are very tired and they don’t keep it whenever my mom and sister don’t keep this. It looks too weird, and I force them to keep it
Me after you recently, my sister didn’t have this. I look at my sister and she look beautiful this time, so, what does it mean you redefine the beauty my love
Yeru Shanaga Kosam
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(Instrumental Music) Ooo
Oo Rendu Kaalla Sinukuvi Nuvvu
Gunde Serlo Dukesinaavu
Alalamoota Lippesinaavu
Yentha Sakkagunnaave
Lacchimi Yentha Sakkagunnaave
Mabbuleni Merupuvi Nuvvu
Nela Meeda Nadisesinaavu
Nannu Ningi Sesesinaavu
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Seruku Mukka Nuvvu Koriki Thintaa Unte
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Seruku Gedake Theepi Rusi Thelipinaave
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Gaali Pallakiloo Enki Paatalaaga
Enkipaata Lona Telugu Maatalaaga
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Kadava Nuvvu Nadumuna Betti
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Sandram Nee Sankekkinattu
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College Bag Thagilichukoni
Adugulona Adugetthaavunte
College Neeku Godugainattu
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Burada Selo Vari Naatu yethaa Vunte
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Bhoomi Bommaku Nuvu Pranam Posthunnattu
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Bus Kosam Wait Chesthaa Vunte
Yentha Sakkagunnaave
Bus Stopki Nuvu Pranam Posthunnattu
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Lacchimi Yentha Sakkagunnaave
Yeru Shanaga Kosam
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Stairs Ekki Nenu Seminar Vinabothe
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Yentha Sakkagunnaave
Lacchimi Yentha Sakkagunnaave
Ledu ledu Jerusha,
Ledu ledu Jerusha,
Asal nuvu lekundha Future ela unthadho teludu, chala kastham Opikooooo ma Bangaruuu Jaruuu✨
Year 4 Attendance
Year 4 Attendance
*Date: 05/09/2026*
AIML-A - 69/69
AIML-B - 69/69
AIML-C - 70/70
AIML-D - 70/70
AIML-E - 64/64
*Total Count : 342/342 (100.0)*
Year 4 Attendance
*Date: 05/09/2026*
AIML-A - 69/69
AIML-B - 69/69
AIML-C - 70/70
AIML-D - 70/70
AIML-E - 64/64
*Total Count : 342/342 (100.0)*
Year 4 Attendance
*Date: 31/08/2026*
AIML-A - 0/69
AIML-B - 0/69
AIML-C - 0/70
AIML-D - 0/70
AIML-E - 0/64
*Total Count : 0/342 (0.0)*
Attendance Report (5 days)
*Date Range: Tue, 1 Sept, 2026 — Sat, 5 Sept, 2026*
📅 *Tue, 1 Sept, 2026*
CSE_AIML_4A - 0/69 (0.0%)
CSE_AIML_4B - 0/69 (0.0%)
CSE_AIML_4C - 0/70 (0.0%)
CSE_AIML_4D - 0/70 (0.0%)
CSE_AIML_4E - 0/64 (0.0%)
*Day Total: 0/342 (0.0%)*
📅 *Wed, 2 Sept, 2026*
CSE_AIML_4A - 0/69 (0.0%)
CSE_AIML_4B - 0/69 (0.0%)
CSE_AIML_4C - 0/70 (0.0%)
CSE_AIML_4D - 0/70 (0.0%)
CSE_AIML_4E - 0/64 (0.0%)
*Day Total: 0/342 (0.0%)*
📅 *Thu, 3 Sept, 2026*
CSE_AIML_4A - 15/69 (21.7%)
CSE_AIML_4B - 43/69 (62.3%)
CSE_AIML_4C - 70/70 (100.0%)
CSE_AIML_4D - 70/70 (100.0%)
CSE_AIML_4E - 28/64 (43.8%)
*Day Total: 226/342 (66.1%)*
📅 *Fri, 4 Sept, 2026*
CSE_AIML_4A - 69/69 (100.0%)
CSE_AIML_4B - 27/69 (39.1%)
CSE_AIML_4C - 66/70 (94.3%)
CSE_AIML_4D - 70/70 (100.0%)
CSE_AIML_4E - 64/64 (100.0%)
*Day Total: 296/342 (86.5%)*
📅 *Sat, 5 Sept, 2026*
CSE_AIML_4A - 69/69 (100.0%)
CSE_AIML_4B - 69/69 (100.0%)
CSE_AIML_4C - 70/70 (100.0%)
CSE_AIML_4D - 70/70 (100.0%)
CSE_AIML_4E - 64/64 (100.0%)
*Day Total: 342/342 (100.0%)*
*Overall Average: 10.1% (across 5 days)*
Nenu Ni kosam
Nenu Ni kosam
pichi Vadhini Avuthanu
Edi Vadini Avuthanu
Premikudhini Avunthavuu
Nuvu Just Ni Vadini Chesukolevaaa ? 😘